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Assalamualaikum

The morning was cold,
It's unusual.
It was completely different than the other mornings I had ever lived through.

I doubted myself in that pink suit,
I didn't think I was ready to swim the whole day, alone.

It was now or never,
But it's not that I could refuse and run away from it.
I knew I had to do this.

That day would decide, whether it was the last time I would be setting my foot there,
Or in the future, those buildings and pipes would be seeing me again.
Well, if you ask me what did I imagine on that morning,

There were two scenes; I failed and I succeeded.

Alhamdulillah,
I failed the 'jalan raya' test.

I wasn't even ready to drive myself on any road in this world.
And Allah knows best.


The Lost Piece

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Assalamualaikum

Convincing myself everything about you is totally gone,
Could never be solid enough.
It all ended up becoming just lies.

And I had known it all along.

Setting up a whole new me in mind,
I wished I was all clean and new.
I wished I could erase everything and turn into someone new.

I knew I had to stop.
Flashing back those tapes of life a few years ago,
Talking about those things that had been happening around,
Writing pieces,

Those, would always bring me back to the thought of you.

Allah.
Allah.
Allah.