You were once my favourite.
The muse of the words,
The muse of the pain,
The muse that was useless.

You were once my favourite,
The steps you took,
The laughs you screamed,
The looks you showed,
Everything that was you.

You were once my favourite,
And now I'm grateful as your figure is slowly fading away,
Like the shadow of yours, vanishing, as you got into those cars,

Every farewell I tried to bid,
Would always bring you back,

But this time.
Would send you back to where you were before,

When we were young,
And you meant nothing.



Seeing you from this distance,
Glad to know that you're happy,
Glad to know that I'm no longer your first choice,
You already got a team that inshaallah will always back you up.

Being a lone ranger sucks,
I thought it was the best choice I ever made,
But then it slowly killed everything in me,

Crying alone was never my forte,
But then it seems like that is the only choice that I have,
Letting everything go, just for a while,
They will come back to you,

They told me they would care,
But sometimes when I needed them, they didn't show up,
Sometimes when I needed them to show me I was something,
They put me in the last row,

They apologised,
And human beings make mistakes, including me,
I told them it's okay I am already used to it.

I did the same thing too
But I couldn't help myself not feeling anything,
It stung my heart.

Memories that don't fade away make me think that they will always stay the same,
Just like how I want them to be,
But I forgot t…