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Cheyenne

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Assalamualaikum
She knows nothing except giving me a heartache With her crazyness Her big eyes A little bit shorter than me maybe ? But she's the one that has everything about me Because I gave them to her 
I cant tell the truth about her words 'Cause le me too no know She is too irony about somethin' Or Not irony but has something to do with jokes maybe ? Some mysterious jokes everyday and everywhere
I thought she was lying to me But she was telling it to everyone So I was just like
"Yeahh trust her"
Sometimes I miss her I cried sometimes because of her last year Nahh Because of some things but they reminded me about her evil jokes and laugh and yada yada yada
I just Hope we will be like now  Like when we were in primary school When we were best friends In Shaa Allah


Treacherous

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Well
Hmmp

You will always make anyone proud of your life
Your attitude
Your ways
Your softness
Your style
Will be on the top of my list
And will always be like that
In shaa Allah

Im an Arabic learner
There're too much that I dont know
And you make it lesser than always

Im freaking in a freak like situation with someone that has something to do with your DNA
And you tell me to wake up and try anything to make it under my control remote
So I wont fall harder

You like him and for me you're kinda complicated
And the beating
Were so swift
But Im really really sorry
I couldnt solve this matter because you solved mine
I just could tell you to calm down
And I really couldnt get it to your heart
It was hard girl

I didnt mean to let you down all by yourself
It was just some stories and I was busy doing my favourites
'Till I couldnt give you any replies but treacherous hopes
A'asif

You are too kind
Both of your hands were holding their hands
But the gun was on you…

RED

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Everyone will change one day
Including me
And you
And her
And him
And they
And someone out there

And I barely gave up
Until you pulled me up again

Somedays
Im feelin' that you are an Ice King
Bad but nice inside
Crispy outside and you have Vanilla for me in your life
A life that kills me three times in my head

We were awesome
And ridiculous
And crazy
But have brains
Can think twice
Yeah
We could and we can

You just gave me some oxygen
Gave me some hopeless hopes
Gave me some lies
Gave me some feelings
And you broke me easily

Yeah
But it's too hard for me
To reply it same as you did
Because you are too soft and creamy
Too cool
Too mysterious
Too innocent

You just fell too hard

"Down the stair,you were there,you remember it all"


All Too Well

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Assalamualaikum

Listen to Taylor Swift,All Too Well
It suits them well

Yeah
I remember it all too well

When you saw me
Those lingering things were there too
And it was rare,I remember it,all too well

You made my heart screamed
Jumped out from my shirt
Beating fast
It takes everything in me not to show it now
But it is very hard man
Seriously

Those ridiculous words I sent to you
I just want to tell you
It takes everything in me not to Hi you
But everytime I dont
I almost do

Babe
Give me somethin'
Just a clue
Enough for the bags to jump into my hand

You know it right ?
You just trying to make it fool

"I have told her,he's bad,but,yeahhh"

Some years

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Yeah
Aku macam nak terjelopok pegang perut gelak macam Jake
Aku tak sangka pun SKBS akan jadi sesuatu yang vow dalam hidup
Sebab aku mula mula masuk dah jumpa manusia yang haprak
Oloh budak budak

Aku telan pil
Dapat meja kayu yang nak reput
Kena buli
Alhamdulillah
Kemudian aku jadi pembuli huargh !

2 Bestari 2006
Aku suka Aneeq lvl 9000++ teruk betul
Risau lidah akan terpotong bila tergigit
Anggap Atiqa macam Kak Aisyah Khaleeda ngeh hehehe
Tiba tiba kena duduk semeja dengan Khairunisa
Belakang gua ada Aiman
Tepi aku ada nasi basi
Dan Aiman yang suruh aku tengok kemudian dia gelak jahat lvl 90000++++

Lepas itu pun dia orang kawan baik aku sampai bila bila Alhamdulillah

3 Bestari 2007
Mula jadi gila gila
Ok sebenarnya dah lama tapi makin meroyan bila sedar semua kawan aku gila gila
Aku suka Aiman hahahaha ntahpape
Aku bawa hensait satu hari and it was like "Yeah like a boss" even it was nothing actually
Aku benci Aisyah yang teramat
Sebab dia nebeng gedik suka kaw…

Begin Again

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Mesti macam ni kan ?
Aku tengoklah seorang kawan aku ni
Kecewa semacam
Muka monyok
Macam momok kuang kuang kuang
Ok tak serius pon

Yeah bro
Mari aku nak tumbuk kau
Eh mari lah ?

"Aku kejar kau!"
"Janganlah!Eh kau ni gila ke ?"

Berhenti
Dia cakap aku gila tadi

"It was rare
I was there I remember it,all too well"

Ya
Bila Taylor Swift cakap macam tu
Aku pun macam yeah memang

Kenapa kau cakap macam tu ?
Dahlah
Kau memang dah berhenti pun

Arghhhhhhhhhh  !!!!!!!!

Kau macam tak pernah nak memahami aku!
Kau macam
Ingat

"Siapa kau ?"
"Eh,aku....."

Aku KQKA lah
Dah lupa ?
Meh aku hantukkan kepala kau kat dinding batu tu
Memang confirm kau akan ingat balik
:)

I fell to hard last two years ago

The same old picture . But it's special for a spiderbaby like you babe



Yeahhhh ?

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Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah
Hemm

Rambut kau tak berubah
Mungkin aku rabun sangat sampai tak nampak yang sebenar
Tapi aku masih rasa sejuk
Kau tahu kan ?
Aku memang berdebar
Berdebar lvl 900000+++

Eh kau pakai sweater yang sama
Hitam
Aku macam terus nak buka tingkap dan terjun dari bas
Kerana itulah kali pertama aku tengok kau
Macam hari itu

Macam biasa lah
Kau memang tinggi
Dari aku
Jangan risau
Tetap berjaya buat aku lari jauh jauh
Sebab kebas

Apa yang kau rasa ya ?
Tentang aku
T-Shirt besar berwarna hitam
Tudung pink yang aku dah pakai
Ketinggian aku
Rupa aku
Sikap aku
Sama macam 2010 dulu ?
Atau tak ?
Atau lebih bertambah rasa suka ?
Hemm

Maaf
Aku masih tak boleh buang perasaan ni
Ya
Perasaan yang bagi aku pelbagai rasa dan membebankan
Membebankan bila semuanya berubah
Bila kau pun berubah
Kecewanya
Seperti yang aku sudah nyatakan
Jenis kau susah ditafsir
Sebab bila dengar nama kau aku pun macam dah nak pengsan
Baru dengar nama bro

Senang sangat mungkin
Untuk tebak aku punya rasa

Alhamdulillah

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So macam yang kau orang semua tau
Kelmarin : Keputusan UPSR 2012 telah pun keluaq
Memandangkan SKBS adalah sebuah sekolah rendah
So kami (batch thn 6 2010 yang hebat) membuat lawatan ke SKBS

Le girls: around 9.10 a.m Le me and Aisyah only
Le boys: A lot of boys act

So Aisyah and I decided to wait for Azwana and the others at the Surau (outside of it)
Then Aisyah ada la habaq

"Ish,awat budak laki tu asyik tengok tah sini?"

I was kinda nervous yeah "Pelik sangat ke kami dua orang kat sini,yeah memang pelik"

"Budak laki mana?Darjah berapa?Batch kite ke ?"
"Tak.Batch darjah 6 tahun lepas"

And I was like sapa la tu
Then Azwana pun sampai
Kami pun Hoo yeah dia sampai dengan Khairunisa

Masih tak berubah
Warna sifat yang sama
Sesuatu yang abstrak pun pecah dan kami berpelukan
Kemudian jumpa Aneeq dan lain lain
Lama tak nampak dia orang so aku macam malu lvl 900++
Tak berubah juga especially Aneeq anak Tuan Zubir
Aku berapa kali duplicate…

Made My Daayy

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So Alhamdulillah aku dapat pergi rumah Hajar kelmarin
Yeahyeaaahhhh!
Memandangkan dia cuma ada dua beradik
Aku macam yeah orang asing taktauw malu buat bising
Hajar berapa kali suruh aku shhuuuhhh !
Tercakap kuat , common mistake right ? Kuang kuang kuang

She made some plans with me for yesterday and we worked her plan
First thing first Alhamdulillah I could make it through her house's gate .
Kinda nervous looking at the next house
Then as usual I would see Hajar at the table with that kind of hair and the muslimah clothe and her smile
Hmmphh
Miss it

We played Badminton and it was hard man
I couldn't play it well
Heyeahh Hajar plays it everyday with Sofiya 'till her right hand maybe has a real pain
Then I met Sofiya
It was funny
She was shocked and I was shocked and when Hajar turned back she was shocked and everyone was shocked
Yeah
Knowing Sofiya is one of the best thing in my life in my diariesin my head in my mindin my story
She is,the weirdest person I…

A day

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So I went to Aisyah's house yesterday
And it made my day

"Pa,gi rumah Aisyah hari ni ?"
"Pukul berapa?"
"Entah,ikut papa le.."

So I called Aisyah as I had decided to go to her house after some blackmails from her , kidding
Then

"Aisyah gi ngaji,pukul 12.00 nanti InsyaAllah dia balik.."
"Ooo,wokaih!Assalamualaikum..!"

So
I told my papa,about the time and blablabla
Then after I took my first bath on that day,picking some clothes and

"Kakak!Siap dah?"
"Yeeeeesss!"

We went there by papa's kancil
As usual,I will feel anxious,because I dont even sure where is the road to her house and then Alhamdulillah,everything went better

Blablabla
We went for a walk
For a ride actually

"Weh Irfan!Pinjam basikal!" - Aisyah

I dont sure what was Irfan's reply but I know it was something like yes
So we went to a shop ? Maybe .
Bought some Milos and then Aisyah rode the bicycle while I was at her back hid…

Once upon a time

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Yeah
When I saw you on that day
When I knew it
I was like
"Oh man!We'll be in the same dorm?!"
It was because I didnt know you well girl

You are a part time joker and the rest you are somebody
You laugh hardly
And it makes me feel we will never have problems
You also mad hardly
When it comes to you you will scream loudly and make us dont want to make even a sound
Yeah
It's you that we know
That  I know
Very well

And now
I miss it
When we ate Honeystars and Milo and anything in the middle of our dorm
Laughing,making noise
And people would say that we were the useless PePes
They didnt know anything about MPP4
And us





A life

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Aku agak terkejut sebenarnya
Tapi takpalah kan ?
Kita bagi kita dulu je
Sekarang
Haluan masing-masing
Eceh
Cakap macam dah lepas SPM then dah dapat kerja

PMR pun tahun depan
Hadoih

Aku nak mesej dengan Aisyah Shafiqah pun hainset dia hilang
Mesej dengan Hajar
Hmmm
Tak kot wuahahahahhahaha 
Ada 2 bakul lagi baju yang haku kena lipat
Nanti kita suruh PA kita buat
Esok dia orang masuk kerja

Aspuri dulu tak dulu pun banyak sangat yang buat dajjal
Aku pun sama
Ceh setakat jadi tak siuman sekejap
Dan setakat ada trial ponteng riadah ala trial je ponnn
Dan setakat keluar asrama malam-malam sekodeng blok akademik nak cari kunci loker sebenarnya
Nampaklah juga seorang dua orang tiga orang pakai seluar pendek
Aku dahlah rabun tak kenal lah siapa
Kalau kenal dah lama aku update status FB sekali dengan FB dia
Wuahahahahahaha

1 minggu terakhir

Banyak sangat hainset yang aku rasa macam hainset aku
Sebab aku rasa hak aku lah aku nak kasi pecah screen dia
Weh
Seminggu terakhir tak berm…

Blurrrr

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Hemm
Orang SPM tengah SPM
PMR,depa dah lepas
Aku PMR tahun depan
Risau tahap menda deeeii !

Im thinking of something fun
With some friends
Aisyah,Hajar,2nd Aisyah,Atiqa,Adlina,Aqilah and Liyana
Maybe just a hangout or something
Yeah
Something ???

1st plan

"Assalamualaikum!Weh habaq kat semua kawan kita pi lawat budak UPSR nak hambek result,amacam?"
"Waalaikumussalam!Aku bereh jaa!"

2nd plan

"Assalamualaikum!Weh,wa manyak bosan laaa.."
"Waalaikumussalam!Hahhh,kalu cenggitu,mai lah ghumah hakuu!"

3rd plan

Ermm
Hehehehehehehehehe

"Assalamualaikum,Hajar,buat pa?"
"Waalaikumussalam,duk saje."
"Awak nak saye datang rumah awak tak?"
"Emm,dahu gok..ikut ah.."
"Dah awak nak saye datang ke tak?Ce jawab ye atau tidak"
"Emmm.. dahu gok.."

*frustrated*

"Nak tak?"
"Okay,okay..nak.."

I was laughing and was like
"What do I want from it?"

Next plan ?

Hey You

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Assalamualaikum

So
Beberapa hari lagi
2013 akan datang
Aku pun PMR
Cais
Berdebaq betoi

Sebelum itu
Mari cetera soal 2012

Memang orang cakap
Bila Form 2,fenomena hancus adalah perkara yang bukan fiksyen
Bukan fiksyen
Dan aku akuinya
Angkat tangan muka yakin !
Hooyeah
Budak lelaki memang katang belaka
Habis semua kerusi dihancurkan
Hebat kan ?
Baru 14 tahun
Cakap soal kahwin memang petah habis
Macam nak kahwin esok
Terbeliak mata dengar
Awesome gilaq ahh

Tapi
Itu semualah yang kasi aku warna
Warna gelap punya versi
Kuang kuang

Keluar kelas kelas bahpak tinggi 
Tahan mata
"Jangan tengok bawah......."
Hehehe
Putera yang tersangatlah kacak selalu menarik
Menarik semua orang
Atau aku je ?
Muka macam haprak
Manalah aku tak berkenan
Bagi aku tampan sangat
Alah .. minat diam diam aja
Lebih lebih nanti orang cakap gedik
???

Dalam hati sarat rindu
Pening juga nak yang mana
Fikir fikir balik
Alah.,macam konfem dapat kan ?
Cakap soal pakej
Ammar menang ah
:|

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