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My heartbeat

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Assalamualaikum

I am talking about you
Yeah you

Who has a beautiful smile
I seldom meet you
But my love for you is doing well
I feel the warmth of it
It is increasing
Haru haru

We seldom talk
Seldom chat
To hear your voice is kinda impossible
I still remember the last time we talked
I was smiling widely
Didnt notice who was passing by
Just keep hearing your voice
Flying through the vaccuum

It has been 2 years ? months
My love is still burning well
And now
Right now
How are you doing ?
You used to say that you need me
You used to say that I am something to you
I am something in your life
Something that you can't live without
Now
Again how are you ?
I bet you are doing just fine Alhamdulillah
Without me
Without a chat with me

To say it was easy,wasnt it honey ?
I dont say that you made some promises
But you did say something
Something that made me feel I was everything for you

I am sorry
Sorry for being rude
Sorry for those late replies
You did send me some messages
I know you love …

Walllaaweyh ?

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She is half weird and half flame
She tries her best to be nice
And there is something in her heart
Would whisper something bad
But she tries her best to keep her mouth shut

She doesnt have many friends
But does have some
People call her The Most Arrogant Girl in her school
But she is half crazy and half shy
She has a communication problem
That not everyone knows
She cant talk properly with strangers even they try to give her some money to buy comics

Her stomach would have some butterflies when someone asked her to ask someone for help or yada yada
She got a weird style of walk
Her eyes would always look at the floor when she is creating some steps
And she would notice if any chewing gums are on it

When she is looking at you
You would see zero smile on her face
And you will hate her

She likes someone badly
She doesnt even why
She likes Justin Bieber but everyone hates him
She likes Taylor Swift but she doesnt even know that there might be some of her friends like her to…

Falalalalalala

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We went to Kuantan
Yesterday LOL
And I was like
POPULARRRRRR ale ale ale aaa

Then I bursted through the front door of Popular and
Sorry but East Coast doesnt have Popular LOL
But it has something more awesome than Popular about comics only
I dont even remember its name because I was dazzled with all of the comics and I saw
Remember
So Alhamdulillah I bought it and I also bought another comic
A common one for me

So
I had some money and wanted to buy a lot
A lot of comics
But I just bought two because I thought Mega Mall ..
Has Popular just like KB Mall
Why KB Mall ?
Because KB Mall is so cool and it has a special shelf for comics only
And I was like

"Oh Ya Allah ! Banyak nyoooo bankrup aku sat gi"

This is KB Mall part :

I saw Bisikan Paradoks and I was like
Wow Bisikan Paradoks I want it I want it I want it
But as usual
Hard to choose and hard to lose
Then I picked another comics
Man it was so hard to choose because all of them were sooooo sooo extremely utterl…

2013

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Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah

I would miss Kak Ika,Kak Mirah,Kak Aima and Kak Malisa badly
Well
They are the cutest and craziest and the most intelligent sisters I have ever met
They came from a large group of brainy students and met me
And met Atiqa Liyana Nayli and Fatiha
Then it ended up with a noisy dorm
Le MPP4 LOL
lantak ah bukan kacau hidup orang ok gurau je

Most of them got 8As
And le me was like woah cool man they are the best I have told you myself
And was motivated to study well In shaa Allah
And someone said

You Batch98 would be in high spirit to study and it lasts for one month and then your head will be explode

True story
Haha
People call it hangat hangat tahi ayam

So 28 December
Is the date
Anddddddd
I have no kain hitam susun belakang and am like Ottoke

Trust me I got no iPhone LOL


Bizarreoes

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Aku mana boleh nak koyak dada orang tanya hati dia

"Yang kau cakap hari itu betul ke ? Kau cakap cepat !"

Hati macam innocent cakap jujur ja

Alah aku pun selalu tipu
Tipu kawan
Cakap aku benci dia orang
Padahal sangat benci
LOL ok gurau je

Bila aku melukis
Reka cerita
Rasa cem dalam ilusi sendiri

Bila dengan kawan
Terutamanya kau
Rasa cem terlebih realiti
Ok kau kejam sangat
Cakap lepas buat aku rasa macam nak terajang kaaauuu hah
Terajang pun takberubah hapa
Eh ?
Tak pernah cuba

Aku pun nak tanya sekali

"Kau betul nak kawan dengan aku atau sebab harta yang aku ada ?"

Agaknya apa jawapan kau ya ?
Kau buat apa apa aku rasa cem nak peluk kau sampai mampos
Kau ni over sangat

Ingat masa aku jadi koya hantar mesej kat Justin Bieber ?
Kau macam bahagia lebih dari aku
Lepas tahu aku cuma main main
Kau pun balas dengan lebih teruk
Ok aku in shaa Allah redha
Tapi kau memang rock ovaaaaa yeaahh !
Aku tersentak sangat

Masa main buai ?
Ceh aku buat macam kau baca…

Yaa Man

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So as you know

Im the girl who is soooo desperate
LOL
Wanting you
Expecting something from you like a fool
Like I have no life to live

Actually
You should think twice
No
Triple
No
Even more than 1829273387387 times
Haha ok gurau je 

Now I know
It is just
I pretend to be fool like I dont know what to do when I have nothing to do
Even I have lots of ideas and activities to be done
I like food more than I like people
Okay people here is you babe
LOL Im sorry
Jake is right
Food is more awesome than you
Food cant hurt us right ?
Yeah man this is ultimately wrong
It was a disaster when I had a great stomachache once
My dad said it is because I blablablabla
But I think it was because I ate chewing gums and right,just forget it

I love you because I am boring
I act like a moron when you ignore me because I have nothing to do
And being sad because of this is totally fun

Hah
Well
I do like you actually
I do
I really really do


Eca

In Shaa Allah

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Memang hati aku macam kena hiris dengan perlahan
Rasa cem nak nangis 923777 saat berturut turut
LOL
Tak ah

Ok
Aku adalah terasa sikit sikit
Tapi kita takleh nak expect evelibadi sayang kita sampai bila bila kan ?
Sebagai kawan memang haku nak hahahahaha

Mungkin kau tak ingat nak jemput aku sama kan ?
Kalau jemput pun aku tak pergi mungkin
Haha ntahpape

Dekat SAHUT mana ada jenis manusia atau kawan macam kau orang
Yeah yang macam gelak kuat lvl 900000++
Suka suka
Sindir sindir eh kita tak main pun
Ok memang aku cerita masa budak kecil tapi bila aku jumpa kau semua tetep samo

Kita pun takboleh expect evelibadi sama ?
Itu pemikiran budak kecil yang kena dera
Macam hakuu LOL tipu je

Cuma untuk Aneeq
Alhamdulillah aku ditemukan dengan orang yang paling gila gila macam kau
Kau macam tak akan pernah lupa kawan kawan kau dan aku 
Terima kasihlah sebab panggil aku Mia kau haha
Aku geli tapi alah biasalah Muhammad Aneeq Aqashah Bin Zubir
Macam aku tak kenal kau ?
Macam kami tak ke…

Flashback

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"Remembering you comes in flashbacks,
And echoes"

When I told you to forget the Do and Re but remember me
You told me you would remember me every moment of your life
But you even forget me when the games are in both of your hands

When I asked you did I make you feel bad
You told me of course not Im the one who made you feel right
But now I feel that Im the fire who burned you yesterday

When I didnt give you any news
You told me you love me
So why did you go away ?

People change
I know that
But not everyone lies

You are kind
I admit it
But you make me feel that you are so evil
And it makes me feel Im pathetic

Am I ?
Am I that pathetic .. ?
So desperate ?
No
Im just bored
Tired
And have nothing to do actually
LOL
Even blablabla

ROFL



Some girls

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Well I've read some posts about a girl
I dont know her well but I do know her

This is about a broken heart
Yeah she does love him a lot I guess

Just like le me

It is just too hard to let some people walk out from our life
Some people that used to be in our night dreams
And they are dreams
Because we miss them badly

Some people arent necessary here
Just,someone

Someone that makes me feel Im better with him
Someone that makes me feel Im weird
Someone that makes me sweating when he is somewhere nearby me
Someone that means a lot to me
Someone that could easily break my heart in the blink of an eye
In the blink of his eye

LOL
Ntahpape

I dont know

Sangka Baik

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Bersangka baik memang anak beranak ketenangan
I used to read some posts or pictures that have this kind of note

"When you think positive about anyone,you will get a better life"

Tapi yang kita kena tekankan
Sangka baik terhadap Allah SWT

Aku tulis semua ni bukan sebab nak dapat tiket untuk berlagak alim lagi solehah lagi bagus
Bukan nak bajet pun
Tiada niat pun, in shaa Allah

Tapi semua ini juga untuk Kamilia Qistina Binti Khairul Afandi yang sombong bongkak lagi angkuh lagi jahat
Kejam
Zalim
Macam yang kau kata aku ni ntahpape
LOL
Tak lawak pun
Adalah juga lawak sikit

Serius gua mau cakap
Pernah sekali Alhamdulillah Allah bukakan hati aku untuk bersangka baik
Tapi innalillah tak bertahan lama huuuuuuuhooohuu
Aku masih ingat
Sangat tenang
Senyum pun secara automatik
Kena maki pun rasa macam nak peluk orang yang nak suruh aku berubah tu

"Orang yang menghina adalah lebih hina daripada orang yang dihina" 

Yeahhhh

The Breaking

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Aku tak boleh lah nak cakap dia tipu aku kan ?
Dia nak tuduh aku poyo
Boleh mungkin

Dia macam watak lelaki dalam lagu The Last Time alah asyik asyik lagu ni
Dia datang balik dan guna taktik minta maaf yang sama
Aku tahu dia tahu aku akan terima balik
Kemudian aku tengok semuanya mulaaaaa balik

Hapekebende entah
LOL

Aku cuma rasa macam mayat hidup kalau tak sekelas tak sedorm dengan Liyana
Aku kan sombong bongkak lagi angkuh punya manusia
Suka koya poyo kuat berangan tak suka senyum jual mahal blablabla
Manalah ada manusia lain yang baik superb lvl 9000+++++++ and above above and above nak kawan dengan aku ni
Apatah lagi dalam kelas
ROFL
Okay memandangkan Yana duduk tepi aku memang aku bergantung sepenuhnya pada dia
Yana tu baik wwwooh
Jenis dia gila gila juga
Aku matang lagi hahahaha
Aku selalu marah dia dan macam buta sangat taktau nak hargai kawan macam dia
Konon sebalik marah ada kebahagiaan
LOL
Ok aku mengarut je
Eh tak mengarut pun


Reuuuuniooonnnn

Red #2

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Agaknya kau ni gila kan ?
Kejar bayang sangat
Dia cuma macam 7 Eleven
Aku nak pergi kat situ dan borong komik satu rak
Le comics are just like le him in my life hahahahahahaha
Takkewgitu Kamilia Qistina ?
LOL

Fa La La

The Last Time

Assalamualaikum




If you ask me what are my pburrr wishes
Explore the lyrics and you will get your answers


" This is the last time Im askin' you this,put my name at the top of your list,this is the last time Im askin' you why,you break my heart in the blink of an eye"

A story

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Ehemmmm

Well
I thought
I wouldn't do that surprising thing
Until yesterday
And it was like . Killing someone with a nice feeling and the freedom is mine forever .
And ever

Allahurabbi
Subhanallah
Alhamdulillah
Allahuakbar

I was shaking
I was
Hurting myself
Loosing my mind
And
Maybe you will think that I am so desperate you should think twice hehe
Wanting something from you
And it is so impossible
And I wrote songs about my life and my broken heart
Tell the world about them
And they make you feel ashamed

You mad bro ?

Lol
It isn't funny at all
Yeah
Maybe you are so angry and it makes you want to be a murderer
And your target is me
Hahh
I don't know what to do

I feel you forget me
Like I used to feel you breathe
Like you used to forget my words
Like remembering your parents' faces
Like learning something that you have learnt before




Nostalgia


nost all gia

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So I've found some photos of  le me and my bestfriends


Being some busy bodies lol weirdo ? Our Ustaz Yazi  #2 You see,Aneeq was kinda sleepy,maybe lol  Le me at the back,haha  There were Aiman,Arrasyid,Amin,AJ and Hariz  Le me like a boss Cute little Aisyah and Ibah and Arissa Miss them Le me with a face There were Hajar and Athilah Arif was in a very high spirit  Lol le me at the back was like pburrr We were having our lunch maybe Le me again,like a boss Ibah was behaving like a gangster Some faces lmfao What's wrong with Aisyah here? Lol Le us Yeah 6 Bestari
Ok susah juga update post sambil makan :D


It is a hope

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Aisyah and her family will leave me soon
And alah just for a while
When we've got our cellphones and some credits
Some feelings
Some stories
Some jokes
Some sadness
Some things
Just throw them away
We will in shaa Allah

So
I cant lie to myself
I dont even know what I have to do
And I am like Ottoke ?
An abstract thing
That you cant see but you can feel
That people always tell it is a mooorrrroooonn ridiculous funny thing
Is haunting me
Very well

Lol
I keep telling everyone it has gone to somewhere else
Even the shiny reddish small heart keep yelling because it hurts
It hurts me
Deep inside of me
Like Cinderella
When she was facing the twist of her time
And there was a new Fairy Tail Of Cinderella
Man it was soooo awesome tak tengok lagi lol

You see
When I was having a long conversation with her
And we were lying on the bed
Whilst half of our heads were lying on the bed
Talked about me and I told her some stories
Blabla and bla
And she told me that a person like me

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