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Ya Sodiqati

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Assalamualaikum

She was someone in my life
Just as a friend
Needed someone to sit beside me so that I wouldn't be lonely
Excellent
Pro in speaking
And I never thought that
She would be somebody
In my whole life

I met her when I was 13
I didn't know how we started talking and said hi to each other
I just wanted to be closed to the others
I guessed I didn't care even a single thing about her

But who knew
Allah had sent her to me as a best friend in my life
Alhamdulillah

The big fight had changed me a lot
I was attached to her
Then I could know her well

She had made a big change in her life
Now I can see her with the big smile and the big Jilbab

She keeps my heart in her heart
And gives her love to me like I am her
She doesn't want to see me cry
Because she said I would look like a girl who's having a miserable life

Dia ada banyak ilmu agama
Bila macam-macam persoalan menerpa minda dan jiwa yang kosong
Dialah yang menjadi rujukan setia aku

Dia jaga hati aku dengan bai…

Happy Birthday

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Assalamualaikum

Hey
So
How is it goin' ?

Alhamdulillah
Im all fine

Emm .
Happy birthday
Sorry you couldn't see me
Anyway
I know you couldn't hear me
But you knew that I would say it
Even though I am nowhere

Since the first day
The meaningful day in my life
I wouldn't forget this date
Locked it in my mind
Waited and blacked out

Happy birthday
You thanked me
Smiled
Because I didn't care if you forgot everything about me
What I had in September

I chased the date even though I knew you couldn't get me on that day
Running and stopped in front of your door
It wasn't locked
Yelled something but no one answered
Then I saw you
Came to me with a big smile
Stood in front of me
With those eyes

"Thank you.."

I was cherished
I think ?

Astaghfirullahalazim

January,2010


Hahahahaha .

Apa habaq semua ?
Sihat sihat blaka nahh .
Alhamdulillah

Aku Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah
Baru lepas berperang

Tak terfikir pun ada sesi tembak menembak
Apa yang aku langsung tak …

Throw Back 2#

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Assalamualaikum

Pernah menjadi rebutan
Satu pihak yang poyo
Satu pihak lagi
Didambakan

Menghilangkan diri
Intip dari celahan kain berwarna merah jambu
Haihhh
Bersinar bagai
Bagai
Bagaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Bagai rembulan
Menyimbahi segenap ruang hati
Semakin beku semakin sejuk
Semakin layu dalam debaran

Yang dibenci pun
Terasa ingin dibelai
Ececece

Kenyataan yang salah disebarkan
Hati macam dah retak tahap apentah
Semangat luntur
Langkah longlai
Debaran tetap ada
Tetapi rasa kecewa mengatasi segala
Kata kata kecewa dihamburkan

Aku lihat kau tersadai
Wajah kau
Hehe,dapat aku tatap dengan jelas
Tiada senyuman seperti dahulu

"Eh..dia ..... kecewa ?"

Persoalan yang membangkitkan diri
Senyum penuh harapan diukir
Cuma kepastian tidak dapat digapai lagi
Ah sikit je lagi

Pecah penyukat suhu
Panas melampau
Malu bercampur dengan perasaan gembira lvl 90000+++

Semuanya baik

Oh
Nakal juga ya ?
Hahaha

Pandai buat lawak

Bila kau meneruskan pelayaran
Dan berjumpa dengan macam macam cabaran

Aku…

Throw Back 1#

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Assalamualaikum

Knowing you was the best thing in my life
Alhamdulillah

I said no
She forced me to know you
Because of love,my love for you grew well

My eyes caught a beautiful man
Oh My Allah
He was so beautiful
Subhanallah

The leaves were falling down
Like pieces
Onto the ground
Whilst I was looking at you
My heart couldnt stop
Beating fast

I still can picture it
After all these days .

And I know
It was long
Gone

Did some stupid things
Just to know you

Now I have to think twice
Once bitten twice shy

Like another VIP after Big Bang in my life
I just have to
I just have to
Be perfect
Think smart
Do something that can make you think
I don't care if I loose you
Even I do
I do
Really utterly do

Even your hair isn't like the old Justin Bieber's
I still can't get the oxygen right when I see it
Even they said you're not my T.O.P
I still can't get my normal life right and back
When my eyes catch it
Catch the beautiful
Wonderful
Amazing
Charming
Face .

I've never hea…

A memento

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Assalamualaikum

Aku sayang beliau
Cuma
Apa tu ?

Tak tau camna nak tunjuk

Mulalah adegan adegan salah faham

Maaf .
Aku tenang ja
Wakakakaka
Ehemm
Baiklah

Aku juga seorang manusia yang ada hati dan rasa
Juga boleh melihat dan mendengar
Alhamdulillah
Tipulah kalau aku tak terusik walau sedikit dek perbuatan beliau
Tapi

"Hmm,toksah cagha aih,buat ddakk ja,dia men men ja"

Ya Rabb

Maaf wahai sekeping hati wanita yang aku kasihi
Aku takpernah ada niat untuk jadi sombong
Berlagak
Cuma aku segan

Aku rindu semua
Rindu nak dengaq orang bizarre buat lawak
Rindu nak tengok wajah tampan milik putera
Rindu nak buat onar kecil kecilan dengan depa semua
Rindu nak tengok muka stress beliau
Rindu nak kena marah

Semua berubah dan beliau dah ada pengganti
Aku yakin dia lebih hebat dan berkeyakinan
Sebab itu aku macam hembusan udara
Yang sebenarnya bermakna buat beliau tapi dianggap biasa
Terlampau biasa
Terlampau tidak bererti bagi beliau,mungkin ?

Hati macam nak pecah
Tahan sendu
Bahu terhinggut-…

Hidup

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Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah
Everything went good
Nice
And smooth

I didn't want to loose her
But
I don't know .

We are all fine
You and me
Like something that cannot be apart
I loved you the way you were
Even she didn't like you
But I did

You were nice
Nice to everyone
You were taller than me and acted like Im nothing but a baby
Made me feel like I was everything to you
Your warm hands
Your big eyes
Your smile
They made my day

Until one day
Everything changed
Yeah
You are a big girl now
Knows many about the world
Keep holding the ball
Jumping in the air
Taking fresh air
Have a lot of new friends
Then ....

I am the one who gets the negative impact
You ignore me

Says who ?

You wanna know ?

Look at your right

You talked to her like I wasnt there
Okay
That's okay

Everything will be alright
InshaAllah

So
Choose one
Me or
Nahh
Just forget it

Remember this ,
Not everyone loves you
But Allah does
Think positive.say something nice,be nice
And everything will be eased and all r…