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Hey

I was looking at the big screen
Then I smiled
A broad smile
It was obvious
Fortunately,people didn't notice it

You were out of reach
Yet I kept looking at a picture
She said you have a big house and she was amazed
Well
I was captivated by you
Since the first time I opened myself

You followed her
If you knew this
I bet you were going to ask me questions
Just what is wrong with you,Jane ?
I didn't know

It was obvious
Yet I tried to hide everything that I could
But my friends did know about this

Some notes were driving me crazy
But I knew
You were trying to be nice

Some posts are giving you some signs
Well please turn away
You will notice me


Secebis Cuma

Assalamualaikum

Wahai
Setiap orang ada kelebihan serta kelemahan masing-masing
Dan ketahuilah
Orang menganggap kamu baik sedikit
Kerana Allah .
Allah telah pun menutup segala keaibanmu dari pandangan manusia lain

Apa ?
Masih mahu bermegahan ?
Masih mahu fikir diri itu lebih baik dari yang lain ?

Jika Allah tidak membantumu dengan menutup aib-aibmu
Punah dan musnahlah hidup kamu
Dicemuhnya kamu tanpa belas kerana kejelikan dosa-dosamu
Dibelasahnya kamu tanpa henti dengan kata-kata kasar
Kerana kebodohan kamu dalam membuat pilihan
Kerana kamu semberono sahaja dalam membuat keputusan
Dan nafsu yang kau pilih

Jika melihat kesalahan atau keburukan orang lain
Berdoalah agar kamu tidak melakukan yang sama
Usahlah mengutuk atau mencemuh
Kelak semua itu akan berbalik semula kepada kamu
Menikam kamu tanpa henti
Dan tika itu sedarlah
Kerana mulut badan binasa

Hei
Hati-hati ya
Allah tahu apa yang kita lafazkan
Serta apa yang kita sembunyikan

Allah tidak zalim
Dan tidak akan pernah menzalimi hamba…

Around Me

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Assalamualaikum

I never realize this
But then,it keeps showing itself in front of me
Sometimes I would think about it
But then life keeps dragging me out of it

And now
I would like to speak about you

Dear
Allah loves us
And Allah loves you so much
That's why you are carrying a goliath thing on your back
And feel like it's killing you day by day

You want to give up
But then you know what,
Because of Him,
Your knees can bear everything
You can lift up your head
And keep on trying
Even though sometimes they chase you with a knife in their own palm
Keep on running
And don't turn your back

Reach our hands
And also,because of Allah
Our hearts are willing to hug you and take you away from them

Allah knows everything that we don't know
Allah knows that you are all worn out
Allah knows you are tired

But then,
To reach His Paradise,
We just have to face all of those obstacles

Know that Allah is watching us
Ask for His help
Surely,He will listen
He will .

I promise you babe,
He w…

Pasts

Assalamualaikum

We used to run and chase each other
Because you called me something bad and I was mad
But you were running too fast and I couldn't grab your arm
It was hard
Yet the funniest part

You used to poke me
And crack some jokes and they could make me burst into a non-stop,big laugh
You knew how to play me well

When you a grown up
You knew how to cook Maggi when you were hungry
And worried about your room's wall
When it was affected by the air-conditioner

You got a new room
It was big and painted with blue colour
You had your own TV
And started to keep yourself busy with your new life

We seldom talked
Everything changed

Then when I've grown up
You notice that I'm on my own
With no sisters and friends around me
Maybe you are worried about me
Then you try your best to talk to me
And comfort me with your words and jokes

But I'm so sorry

I didn't socialize well


The Only Reason

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This is life
When people are going to hate you when you do something wrong
Even though they aren't in your shoes
Judging
Like they know every single thing about you

This is life
When people love you because you comfort them
Because you are trying hard to fulfill their wishes
Even though your life is threatened
By those obstacles and hardship
And you are in the midst of hardship

When someone you love is killing you with their ignorance
Know that Allah is saving you from the wrong ones
When someone you know is disappointing you
Know that Allah lets something happens for a reason

Every could has its own silver lining

And Allah knows it

You are waiting for something that will break you
But you don't know it
And when Allah is saving you from it
You let your wrath controlling your way
You say that Allah doesn't hear your dua
Allah isn't listening to your dua
While Allah does
While Allah listens to you
Since forever

You are tearing apart because someone you love is turning aw…

Kalimantang

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Assalamualaikum
Pabila semuanya malap Dan aku sedang terlentang di atas tanah Masih ternanti suatu bunyi Menandakan kau masih bernafas dan membalas dari sana Sedikit terang pada bahagian wajahku Menyokong teknologi sambil menanggung debaran Sedang kau hanya menjawab salam Dan akan sentiasa begitu
Pabila semuanya kembali terang Sedang aku tertegak di atas tanah Putar kembali segala apa yang mampu aku panggil Dari hari semalam waktu semuanya malap
Pabila semuanya kembali malap Dan aku sedang berfikir sendirian Ini tidak patut Namun nafsu sentiasa merasuk Aku termenung perihal semalam dan hari yang telah lepas Allah . Susah sekali untuk berubah 
"Blocked,"
Tapi kenapa waktu malap dan terang Tetap gambar yang dibantu untuk bercahaya itu aku renung Dan cari  Sejak hari itu 
Kah kah 

End Up Here

Everyone was looking at the front gate
It was a bizarre morning
I combed my hair with my fingers
As my eyes were watching a figure
Whom everyone was watching

They were amazed by your look
But you didn't care about them
Your walking style seemed so perfect
Until
I noticed that .
You were going to get me

Hey
How did we end up talking,in the first place ?
When those handsome guys were dying for your attention

You said you liked my Cobain shirt
But I guessed my mom bought it from a bundle shop
You said you liked my hair
But I guessed I combed it with my fingers only

My friends told me I should lock you in my palm
They told me you would run away
But then you pulled me out of the crowd and said
You were here to stay

Hey
How did we end up like this ?
When I wasn't good enough for you

Then you said you liked me for who I was

5 Seconds Of Summer - End Up Here

Run Away

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Assalamualaikum

You know
Of course you don't

I was on my way to run away from you
Then suddenly I heard someone was calling my name
When I turned my back
I saw you

Man
It was so hard

I've prayed to Allah
So that this feeling would fade away
But then I knew
I wasn't trying my best to avoid you and this crap

Then here I am
Going crazy about you and those shirts and colours
When it was pink
It was blue
When I tried to be blue
You tried the best of you like your friends
To be men in black

It wasn't a big deal brother

I don't know

There were sometimes you would make me feel like
I was wanted
Man it was bad
It was bad trust me

But you know
I couldn't fight the urge to .
Dream

Back then in this kind of life
You are looking so pure

I know
Maybe you are trying your best to change
Be a good man and a good servant of Allah
But then in our reality
Maybe you yourself,too,can't fight the urge to .
Do the opposite thing

It was hard
When all of us were walking along the hi…

Try Hard

There she was
That smile was killing me slowly
Those guys were giving me some sort of killing stares

Then I knew
I wasn't good enough for a lass like her

She was a good looking girl
Had her own style
And didn't care much about others
A genius yet she was down to earth

I just knew
I had to try hard to get her

**

"Hey I'm Luke,20.."

She smiled

"I'm Selena,17.."

We became friends
But she had other friends
Who were cooler than me

And it seemed like she liked cool thing

So I learned to play guitar
But she was into those drummers

I tried to take her out
But I had no money

It was obvious
She was out of reach

Felt like I was trying extremely hard
To get her

**

The crowd goes wild
All of the girls are shouting out my name

As I take the main microphone
Wanting to sing a song for them
My eyes catch a slender figure

It is her .

She smiles

"You're 17 back then,weren't you ?"

She giggles

Well,what can I say ?

15

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Assalamualaikum

Berbanding 14
15 lebih mencabar
Baru mula dah rasa macam nak pecah jasad ni
Semua orang pun asah parang peringkat tak tidur malam

Apabila semuanya berakhir
Nafas lega di serata tempat
Aku pun turut ingin menidurkan diri waktu lapang
Cuma apabila terlihat ada lagi yang sedang mengasah parang
Terbit rasa tercabar dan bersalah
Akhirnya tertidur juga kah kah

Ada yang sudah ingin menarik diri dari akademi Kebangsaan Malaysia
Ramai sangat yang menaruh harapan
Sedangkan bagi aku yang layak menghembus nafas dalam akademi itu
Cuma beberapa orang
Sudah tentu nama aku tercampak jauh dari senarai itu

Bagi aku tarikan secara rela itu terlalu awal
Terlalu awal untuk berundur sahabat
Tak aku kata aku ini hebat dan bisa bertahan dengan muka gagah
Fizik aku pun dah bunuh jiwa aku secara perlahan
Cuma
Ini semua baru permulaan

Tengok saja nanti
Nak tak nak kena usaha
Aku tahu aku harus berubah

Cuma
Ini semua terlalu awal

Terlalu awal
Dan mengejut .

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