Life - Yellow
Assalamualaikum It's been a while since my last writing. I like the idea of vanishing into thin air; Where specific targeted people I hope would search for me. And I hope for them to feel what it's like when I'm gone. And I hope it's painful. Sometimes I like to indulge in the feeling of being forgotten, Or left behind. When I lay low in the bed alone, hoping for the time to tick faster, Just to feel your presence that I've always longed for. Thrice or more times I told you I am no longer your drive, And what it is there that keeps you from me. I adore your commitment, but I need more time with you, from you. So I always hope you'll listen to me for the rest of your life. I can no longer eat spicy food. I taught my brother to be stronger and that food is tasteless without its spices, But now we both can no longer skip meals and love samyang. All my life, Allah always gets me through everything. Alhamdulillah life has always been good to me, when I