Those tears came out non-stop, I believed I'd hurt my eyes.
My head felt heavy. I was totally drained, physically and emotionally.
I knew- it was all my fault. I told this a few times in my head,
But somewhat I enjoyed the journey to that new place. It was suprisingly unpredictable.
You know, like going through an adventure you thought was simple and you knew you would get there in time, then you got lost on your way there.
I mean, I really got lost and stranded on a hospital.
Luckily the Uber fee wasn't that high. I was half broken- myself and my ruined wallet.
Then, things turned out to be suprisingly too unpredictable. The bus I should board on that night changed time but not the road I believed. It was an hour earlier than it supposed to be.
I knew it- I was in a big trouble- me and my ruined wallet. With not so much money in it.
The train was delayed, and I knew it- Uber was my one and only choice.
I screwed up everything- myself and my ruined wallet.
"I really want you to know that you're good enough," "Why?" "... I don't know. I just feel like, I want you to know,"
Yesterdays I thought I had the answers.
I want you to believe in yourself. I want you to believe in whatever you are.
I want you to know that you're good enough, the way you are.
Because you, being you, is what I like the most.
You, looking the way you are, is what I like the most.
You, just the way you are.
When you said you were nothing,
Little did you know you meant most of the things that I favored.
When you said no one had eyes on you,
Little did you know you were the breathtaking view that I never wanted to take my eyes off of.
When you said you were a piece of crumpled paper,
Then I would iron you over and over again.
So I heard that you made plans with her,
Between Subaru and Honda, never mind I never knew your preference.
A house under a Sakura tree? Would it blossom easily?
Never mind, I never knew what your reasons were.
So I heard that you and her went to town to get a bite,
Between soft croissant and sandwiches, never mind I never knew your favourite.
A tuna Subway? Did it taste so good?
Never mind, I went there once just to buy one mineral bottle, so that I had small change to give to that Uber guy.
So I heard that you chose her, finally.
Between that girl and her, never mind I never knew your thoughts.
This time you looked so stiffed. Was it for real?
Never mind, my friends told me to open my eyes and this time, move on.
For real. Freaking real.