Resolutions

Assalamualaikum

Don't give me that look.
I'm begging you, please don't.

Yesterday we said we're going to stay tomorrow.
But today came but none of us appeared in each other's sight.

I know, that's just how we are.
People change.

You told me don't leave.
You told me don't give up on you.

You were messed up,
And you asked me,
To stay.

But what just happened?


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