You
Assalamualaikum
The white ceilings with some brown stains,
My eyes couldn't look at 'em like how I would usually do,
'cause honey you knew I wasn't doing well at that time,
That's why we were together, with me half asleep, and you holding me tight.
The pillow underneath my head, I bet it was absorbing the heat out of me.
I felt uneasy, but then your soft and warm hands were next to me.
My mom couldn't be there for me, it was the rule and I accepted it,
But every time I was with you, I felt like home.
I fell asleep, I forced myself to, with the wet towel you put on my forehead.
When I woke up, someone else was there, squeezing the wet towel that wasn't wet anymore.
My eyes were rolling as I was trying to find your figure.
But you were nowhere near me.
I was thinking to myself- you left me.
And that made me sad and my heart cried. I was too tired to tear myself out.
But I knew I needed you and it broke me when you weren't there.
People held my arms as I was too weak,
I could feel tears on my cheeks,
I told myself I needed you.
But you weren't there.
I'm sorry I made you feel you're no good.
I'm sorry I made you feel you left me with no reasons.
When your eyes were locked into mine which were blurry.
When you couldn't let go of my fragile body as you were worried.
When you felt hungry but you knew I needed you.
And I needed you outside the room.
And I needed you after that.
And you knew you had to stay fit and strong so that I could hold on to you.
I'm sorry.
And thank you for taking care of me.
For always, taking care of me and love me.
The white ceilings with some brown stains,
My eyes couldn't look at 'em like how I would usually do,
'cause honey you knew I wasn't doing well at that time,
That's why we were together, with me half asleep, and you holding me tight.
The pillow underneath my head, I bet it was absorbing the heat out of me.
I felt uneasy, but then your soft and warm hands were next to me.
My mom couldn't be there for me, it was the rule and I accepted it,
But every time I was with you, I felt like home.
I fell asleep, I forced myself to, with the wet towel you put on my forehead.
When I woke up, someone else was there, squeezing the wet towel that wasn't wet anymore.
My eyes were rolling as I was trying to find your figure.
But you were nowhere near me.
I was thinking to myself- you left me.
And that made me sad and my heart cried. I was too tired to tear myself out.
But I knew I needed you and it broke me when you weren't there.
People held my arms as I was too weak,
I could feel tears on my cheeks,
I told myself I needed you.
But you weren't there.
I'm sorry I made you feel you're no good.
I'm sorry I made you feel you left me with no reasons.
When your eyes were locked into mine which were blurry.
When you couldn't let go of my fragile body as you were worried.
When you felt hungry but you knew I needed you.
And I needed you outside the room.
And I needed you after that.
And you knew you had to stay fit and strong so that I could hold on to you.
I'm sorry.
And thank you for taking care of me.
For always, taking care of me and love me.
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