Catch Me When I Fall
Assalamualaikum
This time waking up in the morning was hard.
But it wasn't just in the morning.
It also happened after your power nap, after-class nap, after every time you ran away from reality.
I woke up each time feeling a sharp pain in my chest,
Saying to myself oh, those were my reality.
Those teary eyes, windy times,
They were all real.
I had been clapping on my own, I knew it all along.
The feeling of lost,
The feeling of knowing yourself was hurt,
Were all painful. I was trying to get used to this reality,
But when I fell back to sleep I couldn't remember any of these.
That caused me pain when I woke up.
It's like, I had to teach myself again and again to get used to it.
I had to tell myself all over again which one was the reality, and which one was the fantasy.
Ya Rabb, catch me.
And I know only You will.
This time waking up in the morning was hard.
But it wasn't just in the morning.
It also happened after your power nap, after-class nap, after every time you ran away from reality.
I woke up each time feeling a sharp pain in my chest,
Saying to myself oh, those were my reality.
Those teary eyes, windy times,
They were all real.
I had been clapping on my own, I knew it all along.
The feeling of lost,
The feeling of knowing yourself was hurt,
Were all painful. I was trying to get used to this reality,
But when I fell back to sleep I couldn't remember any of these.
That caused me pain when I woke up.
It's like, I had to teach myself again and again to get used to it.
I had to tell myself all over again which one was the reality, and which one was the fantasy.
Ya Rabb, catch me.
And I know only You will.
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