You
Assalamualaikum
I'm sorry.
We became like this.
I'm sorry.
I never thought this day would eventually come,
The day, where you would no longer look at my way,
Like those days.
You would no longer call out for me, search for me,
Just when you thought you needed me, when no one else would be by your side.
I wasn't a life saver. All I ever did was sitting next to you and trying my best to enjoy my meal,
While listening to your rants.
Most of the times I didn't know what to say.
But sometimes I did try to say things I thought would be nice for you,
You see. I did try to make you feel, if not better, just good.
I hoped for you to feel good, even for a moment. Thinking that, at least, you had me with you.
Some days my head was so full of you. I couldn't find solutions to your problems.
Even if I found some, they were impossible and a little bit illogical.
You see. I got you in my mind for nights and days.
I'm sorry.
For not being able to look at you the same way I had always done back then.
I'm sorry, for letting myself to feel the ache you've caused me. I'm sorry, for being so fragile whenever it's you. I'm sorry, for not letting those things slip away, just like your presence.
You're just like me.
We both have things on our mind. We both have issues and tissues.
We both have feelings. And we both aren't immune to pain and heartbreaks.
I know and I want to understand.
And I hope you too would always find ways to try to understand.
At least, we try.
I like to be with you. And listen to you.
As long as you like my company. And need me to listen to you.
But if you don't feel like it, then I'm fine.
Find me if you need me.
And cast me away if you don't.
You mean something to me my mate.
Even the distance between us is growing larger.
I'm sorry.
We became like this.
I'm sorry.
I never thought this day would eventually come,
The day, where you would no longer look at my way,
Like those days.
You would no longer call out for me, search for me,
Just when you thought you needed me, when no one else would be by your side.
I wasn't a life saver. All I ever did was sitting next to you and trying my best to enjoy my meal,
While listening to your rants.
Most of the times I didn't know what to say.
But sometimes I did try to say things I thought would be nice for you,
You see. I did try to make you feel, if not better, just good.
I hoped for you to feel good, even for a moment. Thinking that, at least, you had me with you.
Some days my head was so full of you. I couldn't find solutions to your problems.
Even if I found some, they were impossible and a little bit illogical.
You see. I got you in my mind for nights and days.
I'm sorry.
For not being able to look at you the same way I had always done back then.
I'm sorry, for letting myself to feel the ache you've caused me. I'm sorry, for being so fragile whenever it's you. I'm sorry, for not letting those things slip away, just like your presence.
You're just like me.
We both have things on our mind. We both have issues and tissues.
We both have feelings. And we both aren't immune to pain and heartbreaks.
I know and I want to understand.
And I hope you too would always find ways to try to understand.
At least, we try.
I like to be with you. And listen to you.
As long as you like my company. And need me to listen to you.
But if you don't feel like it, then I'm fine.
Find me if you need me.
And cast me away if you don't.
You mean something to me my mate.
Even the distance between us is growing larger.
Comments
Post a Comment