I Wouldn't Know Any Better Than You

Assalamualaikum

This is me regretting my mistakes,
For noticing how your eyes shine differently,
None others looked the same since that day.

This is me regretting my mistakes,
For wanting you to look at my way,
Not realising I had completely nothing to give,
Each day kept waiting for more and more,
Since the first smile you gave me.

This is me thinking about you,
And every single thing you told me.
Every single step you took.
Each time I replayed the times we spent,
It seemed clearer and suddenly I need not you to answer.

This is me talking to myself.
I don't seem to learn anything from these past few years.
How much I'm not wanted, I don't seem to swallow it.

- Kikuchi Touma



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