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Internship - it's a pre-adulthood phase.
Well, at least for me it is. I used to be so scared, not wanting to think about internship. Risa also had the same worry look on her face, but knowing her I was so sure she could get through anything. Aina was always so steady, and such a panicked-but-okay girl. I trust her.
Me? I didn't really know what to think.
I knew I just had to swim it over, and get it done as required. And so I did, alhamdulillah.
I never thought internship phase could be so meaningful to me.
At first, I was only thinking about survival, through the traffics and unknown people around me. First few days were tough, I decided to just smile and get my work done, it's okay if people don't really like me and it's okay if I'm not talking too much. But days went by, I knew it's so suffocating. I felt like running away. I spent my time thinking about what I should say to appear okay, and what I should eat during lunch, when I knew I would always end up buying chocolate gardenia.
People there were busy. But they were so nice. But being me, I couldn't mingle around much. I didn't know how to. Then a friend came to the rescue; Yani with her reassuring smile. I like her.
She has her own way of opening up and approaching. And I could always be myself with her. She paved the way for me to be myself with Kak Husna, then Kak Jiha then Kak Zan, and it took me only a week with her to no longer think about how tiring my later days would be. She taught me the wonders of google maps, and I discovered so much. She told me about Sarawak, and the other races there. She taught me, how a great person she is, and how someone could be so nice to me in a few weeks. I feel like I've known her for years.
Everyone there was so nice to me, and I always felt belonged there. They treated me like families do. They were always ready, to crack jokes while correcting mistakes. To give warmth, while setting the air-cond temperature 20 degrees and below. To be serious, and teach me things. Best people I've ever met.
Internship - it tasted like cotton candy, and I like it.
Alhamdulillah for this experience Ya Rabb <3
Internship - it's a pre-adulthood phase.
Well, at least for me it is. I used to be so scared, not wanting to think about internship. Risa also had the same worry look on her face, but knowing her I was so sure she could get through anything. Aina was always so steady, and such a panicked-but-okay girl. I trust her.
Me? I didn't really know what to think.
I knew I just had to swim it over, and get it done as required. And so I did, alhamdulillah.
I never thought internship phase could be so meaningful to me.
At first, I was only thinking about survival, through the traffics and unknown people around me. First few days were tough, I decided to just smile and get my work done, it's okay if people don't really like me and it's okay if I'm not talking too much. But days went by, I knew it's so suffocating. I felt like running away. I spent my time thinking about what I should say to appear okay, and what I should eat during lunch, when I knew I would always end up buying chocolate gardenia.
People there were busy. But they were so nice. But being me, I couldn't mingle around much. I didn't know how to. Then a friend came to the rescue; Yani with her reassuring smile. I like her.
She has her own way of opening up and approaching. And I could always be myself with her. She paved the way for me to be myself with Kak Husna, then Kak Jiha then Kak Zan, and it took me only a week with her to no longer think about how tiring my later days would be. She taught me the wonders of google maps, and I discovered so much. She told me about Sarawak, and the other races there. She taught me, how a great person she is, and how someone could be so nice to me in a few weeks. I feel like I've known her for years.
Everyone there was so nice to me, and I always felt belonged there. They treated me like families do. They were always ready, to crack jokes while correcting mistakes. To give warmth, while setting the air-cond temperature 20 degrees and below. To be serious, and teach me things. Best people I've ever met.
Internship - it tasted like cotton candy, and I like it.
Alhamdulillah for this experience Ya Rabb <3
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