L - Quit

Assalamualaikum

You always made me wish I could turn back the time,

The clock rewound as I pleased, to the past where you stood still,

And gave me your sweet smile, looking all sincere.  

To the past, and I miss the taste of the frozen nata de coco,

Sitting on the cold floor beside this other person.

You didn't talk much, but would always be ready in case I want another one tomorrow.

You didn't tell me much about you, might be because I was too busy focusing on someone else's tales and feelings, and you listened to me all day long you forgot to tell your part of the day.

You have always been so kind to me, and I always take you for granted.

That's my forte. You walked by my side while I laughed with the other friends, you didn't say much when I was mad at you and lost my sense. You put your hands on my shoulders telling me tomorrow is going to be great. You were so nice so amazing. 

And you sparkled like those little stars on the unpolluted skies when you placed yourself away from me. It wasn't that bad until I realised you laughed a lot without me by your side. Until I noticed your wide wings spreading on the ground. I didn't want you any further from me. I believed you were always meant to be beside me forever. 

And you, the core of my feelings. I couldn't talk much about you nowadays. Sometimes I forgot that you ever existed in the small circle, but most of the days I would find myself thinking about my mistakes and how much I wanted to change that night. I wasted a lot of our common interests, they were all precious and I didn't know you took them to be as fragile as myself in those nights. You were both my sunshine and rain. I told people I wished you never were there. But I always felt so glad that you were actually there.