Between the Stars

Assalamualaikum

Last night's dream gave me the taste of your warmth.
I knew you're going to leave,
The moment I thought it was the last, you took the whole attention I had always willed to give you, asked for more, of me and the rest of the butterflies, and for you I'd always will.

Somehow in that dream you were bald, but even with no hair, the sight of you was mesmerizing. The times you ran your fingers through the flow of your perfect black hair, I had to be breathless. And the way you wanted to keep the frozen me in your phone, that was cheeky. It was a bad dream, with you being both the angel and the devil.

I would keep the gorgeous sight of your face in my mind. I would keep missing the sweet scent you gave, and the smoke breath you tried to hide. I would tell you to forever bury the habit, while giving you all I got, if that's what you needed. 

I thought about you frequent enough since the moment I heard the news. So I would keep you in every step I took wandering inside those halls, standing behind the checkpoint, while missing your kind smile and your sweet presence. 


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