G - Somebody That I Used to Know

Assalamualaikum

You'd been funny for some time.

I thought I'd had enough, but guess your presence was addictive,

In the early gloomy morning, through the burning nights,

And the simple talks I convinced myself you did think of staying, and you wanted to try.

You came on knocking again. While knowing my weakest limb, you poked me right at it and I would always fall, if it's you. And I gave you all I had, knowing you would leave again. Anytime, anyhow, as you pleased. 

I would always give you another chances to come over when I knew the next moment I could see you leave. Would always be ready to give you the warmest smile and shelter, when I knew you weren't in your right mind. Would sometimes be indecisive, because you'd be there on my mind, looking at me like you're begging me to choose you, over and over again. And you knew I would.

You never have to reply to me with your sweetest act and flowery words you'd say if I were her. But I guess the old me somewhere inside want you to give more than usual, to give her the one she used to adore. But you have changed your number countless times, don't know where you're going with that baggage, in that disguise. Because no matter how much you try hard to run and be someone else, the you I used to keep close to this heart will always be there; in that gentle replies and formality. In those shy smiles and undercuts. You were good, in this memory, You were good, in this selfish heart. 

I hope you never need to cut me off, because I keep you in the box of memories and I see you in the best of you. I feel like cherishing the times you gave me and the hard rains I tried to stand inside. I hope you never need to give me those cold shoulders, after all the small talks about the weather and favourite places. 

So listen to the title of this one. I will never give you anything, ever again.