TS - the 1

Assalamualaikum

"But it would've been fun, if you would've been the one,"

I would keep the new side of you shown today,
The loud voice, pouring voices of heart and opinions.
And the black usual cap, and the nape of your neck.
Your eyelashes, you're looking down.
You're feeling the things only you felt.

Didn't you know, I adored you so much I couldn't stop hurting my head.
Been hoping it was you behind the vibration on the desk. 
Been searching for you on the screen, and it felt hurtful if our time didn't cross each other. 
Didn't you know, I adored the look of you so much I couldn't be bothered by my past.
I wanted your name beside mine so much I couldn't stop hoping for us. 

It was too early and too late to wish I'd never heard your flipflops. 
To wish you never smiled that smile at me,
To wish I never considered your presence as something so affecting. 

You're so beautiful. 


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