LT - Don't Let It Break Your Heart 2#
Assalamualaikum
I knew I haven't written about you, even on a single small note.
And is that why you told me you already got a solid end?
People change, you know. But somehow, when it comes to you,
I am fixed; unwavering, standing so strong on my basic ground.
But I saw you and tried so hard to change the main in this chapter,
I tried hard.
But you taught me that, we can never force ourselves to feel what we don't.
And to not feel what we feel; to feel what we don't want to feel, to not feel what we want ourselves to feel so deeply.
The me you thought would never spare you a single wonder at the back of my head, sometimes you appeared frequent enough. But it was never enough to confuse me. When you thought I would never turn back and look at you, I always did. But it was never enough to shake my ground. I always did, I always wondered about you, because you did me good. So good like none, so good I believed I was ungrateful. So good, so considerate, so much, I didn't deserve.
You were kind enough, and it touched the deep core of this small space, to the point where my friends wanted to tell you to stop and move forward. But there you were, with your deepest whisper of hope and kindness. I loved everything about it; we all do. But my ground still stood strong. I never changed.
And I was in your mind only when you felt empty. And I thought I did you good just like him, and you adored it. You thought of me but never wondered. It was only the corner of your eyes turning to your back to take only a glimpse of me. You never turned around and it was never more than 50% in sanity. Your ground never once wavered for me.
And that's just how it is.
I knew I haven't written about you, even on a single small note.
And is that why you told me you already got a solid end?
People change, you know. But somehow, when it comes to you,
I am fixed; unwavering, standing so strong on my basic ground.
But I saw you and tried so hard to change the main in this chapter,
I tried hard.
But you taught me that, we can never force ourselves to feel what we don't.
And to not feel what we feel; to feel what we don't want to feel, to not feel what we want ourselves to feel so deeply.
The me you thought would never spare you a single wonder at the back of my head, sometimes you appeared frequent enough. But it was never enough to confuse me. When you thought I would never turn back and look at you, I always did. But it was never enough to shake my ground. I always did, I always wondered about you, because you did me good. So good like none, so good I believed I was ungrateful. So good, so considerate, so much, I didn't deserve.
You were kind enough, and it touched the deep core of this small space, to the point where my friends wanted to tell you to stop and move forward. But there you were, with your deepest whisper of hope and kindness. I loved everything about it; we all do. But my ground still stood strong. I never changed.
And I was in your mind only when you felt empty. And I thought I did you good just like him, and you adored it. You thought of me but never wondered. It was only the corner of your eyes turning to your back to take only a glimpse of me. You never turned around and it was never more than 50% in sanity. Your ground never once wavered for me.
And that's just how it is.
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