Fin.
Assalamualaikum
So I heard you got her hand for eternity.
Your whole being is anywhere but here,
And none of it still matters.
I never thought of you the same as before,
And it was long gone and we have moved on.
I have my handsome lover who is graceful and very much merciful,
But sometimes the haunting memories and hurting came back,
And sometimes, just like the old breeze in my younghood,
I wondered about you.
I never saw it as an unfinished bond.
I guess I had always wanted to start it and it was okay for me to leave it hanging.
And maybe you were never okay with it.
I was convinced you were actually pacing back and forth,
Between me and her. And I had always known you were in it with her.
And it wasn't me.
I never did cry so hard for knowing it.
But maybe you need to know I was shattered by it.
Even though I saw the pictures of you and her,
Even though I knew what was going to happen.
Do not get me wrong. I am happy with what I have now.
With what Allah has given me, it is actually more and more than enough.
And I wish you happiness and hope you will be happier than ever.
I have made my closure and it wasn't directed to you only.
And you have made your closure and I see it as a reality.
But what I had for you wasn't as simple as the breeze that passed by your sweet time.
And when you were brokenhearted I wasn't dancing with your friend.
It once mattered.
But not today, not anymore.
It was years back then.
So do not get me wrong.
This will be the finale of So# series.
They were only written to map you and her together.
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