Not Coming Back
Assalamualaikum I laughed. Who am I to lie to her? I knew I couldn't figure out myself, it might take me forever to be able to do so. I could always change plans, change my mind in a second. Today I'd tell you A, tomorrow it could always be another alphabets. I didn't have solid stand, and I was okay with that. I didn't think much about what to do next. I was a simple minded one. I would follow what my heart told me to. And I could always go back and forth, It's either me dancing or moon walking, it could be anything. But I couldn't lie to myself. In the end we both knew the truth. And had to live with it. I thought it was okay. It was okay, if it stayed like that. But it wasn't. Who am I to lie to myself? I'm sorry I've let you down. I'm sorry I keep on going back to the things that hurt me. I'm sorry I don't think about the consequences. I'm sorry, for feeling like this. Thank you so much for the words. Th