Life
Assalamualaikum There's this one time where you will end up feeling like you're missing something. Or you've left something behind, or you're being left out. Or you're losing something, slipping away from you. I would feel that way every time I left Yid's room. Every time I stopped a long conversation with someone and their presence vanished. Every time I finished an anime or a novel. It's not something good to feel. It's a void in the heart. I don't like this feeling. It's the feeling of emptiness. I want to feel whole. I think I miss Yid and the scent of her room. I think I miss the moments we prayed together. I think I miss the way I woke up in the darkness of the morning seeing her being wrapped with that one thick blanket. I think I miss the times we ate together and talked about anything. I miss those simple things. I thought of going back to her room, but then I knew I couldn't live there forever, it's not min