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Brand New

Assalamualaikum Well rn Im breathing in our kuliah room, Hey Im in UPM Serdang Being far from our beloved is really tough Extra hard for me to handle my very own self Dying a little,each and everyday Only inside me know Im rotting all alone The silence is so loud And Im missing every single thing about noise About your laughs and screams The joy in smiles The warmth ambience Alhamdulillah I have them here And most of all I do have Allah with me

Baru

Assalamualaikum Aku mungkin akan mulakan sesuatu yang baru Yang mana,mungkin mengujakan . Dan ada juga bahagian yang merunsingkan Doakan aku

Duhh

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Assalamualaikum Alhamdulillah ! I've just finished reading Ao Haru Ride I guess I'm so obsessed with this manga hahahahaha This story is kind of Siti Rosmizah's The feelings that were shaking my whole world, Were all the same . mann seriously ni SR verse Jepun ke  However . Yeah bro finally,Kou and Yoshioka could be together jyeahh ! I know, I'm sorry for Touma, Yeah he is a kind guy,and treasures Yoshioka a lot But . Kou is the first one who found her Kou is the first one who fell for her Kou has never stopped loving her You hear that Touma ?! (tetibe je wahahahaha)

Me (draft)

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Assalamualaikum I could easily get myself drowned . In anything . by anything I could easily put myself in those stories I read And when it is the end of the page, My chest aches I know it's crazy but,I would miss all of the characters in 'em It would happen for days And if there's a death in one of the stories, It is much more painful for me I would cry myself out (taklah parah sangat :p) And would be wondering for days Crazy,huh ? Nahh . not really That's me myself Watching movies and dramas and anime, Is . tougher I would drive myself out of the road, Thinking about those issues happening in 'em It's hard for me to swallow those things And when it comes to the end, The feel of losing something,strikes me in the chest This is just a part of me That you . maybe want to know huh

Photograph

Assalamualaikum Allahummasolli 'ala,sayyidina muhammad For the man who had fought for Islam For the man who had cried for us For the man who had given his life for the sake of Islam, For the sake of all of us, Sanah Helway,Ya Rasulullah,Ya Habiballah . We're so sorry for everything And thank you so much . For everything

Ao Haru Ride

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Assalamualaikum Yoshioka Futaba is right . When you fall for someone,you will notice every, Single . Thing . About him/her Just like herself She knows exactly what Kou's neck looks like Even though they haven't met for years but still, She recognizes him . He is taller His hair has grown flawlessly But still,he got the same eyes and look Sniffing his neck and collar is her favourite habit And Kou notices it,like,really She drives herself crazy Kou likes the scent of her hair When the train moves,it brings in the harsh air and wind Blowing her maroon + brown coloured hair Her hears beats faster than ever She decides to buy another shampoo,which is more expensive So when Kou smells it,he would like her even more But Kou acts so cold But she never gives up He still remember her face when she ran towards him when they were younger And the same face she wears,when she's trying to make him open up to their friends Kou never confesses,neither Yos

An Old Friend

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Assalamualaikum I bet your parents asked about me Since we hadn't met for months Since my shadow was no longer there Since my name hadn't slipped out of your mouth for months Since we both were playing nonchalant Since we both didn't care about each other We had no fight But the ambience between us was polluted Tell me why . Might be it's my fault I was the one who kept hiding But why didn't you try to reach out for me ? I saw no you Neither in the rain nor in the sunlight Allah . Please do help us, To keep this ukhwah till our own last breath

Life

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Assalamualaikum Yeah it still hurts But . I'm fine You can still laugh and play All that you got in your mind,is only about playing . Eyes open,then you would start to play You would make up plans with your friends Someday you're going to be a Superman And there are days which hold you as a bad man You're still too young . Then slowly,life will teach you . It will make you see many things in this worldly life You thought there are only nice people around you, But then even your best friend could kill you easily . You will know how it feels like, When people you love don't love you back When people you love sommer leave you behind When people you trust treat you like a paper doll You will know how it feels like, To satisfy people around you with your blood and sweats To work extremely hard,to achieve some goals in life You will know how it feels like, When people smile at you with sincerity When people you barely know help you when you'

Blue Spring Ride

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Assalamualaikum Then I realized, That I depended on you so much . You . Remember when we were 13, It was the beautiful month ; Ramadan I used to wake up late,so the chance to have some meals downstairs, Was only 1% Then without thinking much,I went to see you next door You were up,also . late . I looked at you It wasn't like I had no food of my own,but your love pulled me, And you gave me some of your cereals I ate 'em . and I do remember,the lights weren't shining bright . Thank you :) I used to leave you behind Laughing without you beside me But when those tears came running down on my cheeks, I would look up for you You . Remember when we were 14, I guess you were wearing a white uniform You told us about your feelings towards that one guy Then you cried . haha you just did We were panicked ; didn't know what to do And we did laugh , all of us . not excluding you babe Remember when we were 16, I was your little kid . I was your baby

A Day

Assalamualaikum Alhamdulillah Thanks Allah, For another chance to live :) Just like the other entry of mine, Hey Mr and Mrs Thank you for that child of yours I don't know why, But I notice that tall figure I notice that slender fingers I'm wishing you a happy ending of 2015 Maybe after this,the chances for us to bump into each other, Are slim . But that's okay Redundant,I say . 'cause there are many more to meet And everything could change,just in a split of second Know that you are a colour in my life Sometimes you could be white And sometimes you could be black But most of the time which has passed, You were my favorite ; blue .

Nanti

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Assalamualaikum Satu hari nanti, Kalau kau rindukan aku Khabarkan saja pada angin yang sedang berderu itu Apabila aku disapa olehnya, Tahulah aku . itu nada rindu kau pada aku Satu hari nanti, Apabila kau turut pergi demi masa depan, Khabarkanlah pada memori lalu ; memori kau dan aku, Supaya tinggal,dan tidak berganjak . usah pergi Mungkin aku tiada tahu . itu nada ingatan kau pada kita Satu hari nanti, Apabila kita sibuk dengan masa dan isu kehidupan, Sampai tiada terlayan rasa ingin bertembung pandangan . Maka moga sebelum kita berehat,kau teringatkan aku Dan aku juga teringatkan kau . InshaAllah Satu hari aku bimbang Kalau aku terlepas pegangan tali yang membawa aku pada sarang hati kau Namun ada yang bisik, Kalau ukhwah ini kerana Allah, Pasti Dia akan jaga . Satu hari nanti, Apabila jasad aku kaku Mungkin kau tak akan pernah tahu . Macam mana sayangnya aku pada kau,wahai . Kenanglah kembali apa yang kita pernah ada dan lalui Sama ada kau akan mena

I don't know

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Assalamualaikum Three words,that would forever describe my feelings,to you ; I miss you I remember,your dad said Friends are friends,and sometimes they can be too close But then,there is a time where they would act like they're strangers I smiled on that day,thinking that it would be impossible for both of us Pft - it's happening I don't know why But one day,everything seemed fine,without you The urge and whispers that used to enshroud me,to reach out for you, Suddenly were gone . And I felt nothing I'm so sorry You used to be my everything But sometimes I was curious of you, Did I mean so much to you back then, Just like you meant everything to me ? Can you give me a hint ? Did you love me ? ......

Old Friend

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Assalamualaikum I used to think about you Every where and every time Because it was so hard for me to forget you, And everything that we had carved I used to fail to fight the urge to see you That was why when the holiday came, We would make up plans And I was thinking about all of the movies you might have You used to say my name and think about me And might be you used to miss me You used to post about me and you told the world you loved me haha I knew it could never be serious,as long as it was you Time flew so fast we didn't even realize, We were drifting apart . But still,I thought about you sometimes I told 'em about you and the way you behaved You were so funny and sometimes bizarre And you,still,have the breathtaking look With your black skinny jeans Now it has been a long time Hey,have you ever thought about me,even once in 2015 ?

My Pie

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Assalamualaikum If you are right in front of me, I guess I would pull you,into the centre of me And hug you tight "Shh,it's okay," Don't be sad La takhaf wa la tahzan,innallahamaana I bet this is the first time you're experiencing something like this And that person has no idea what he has done to you It's okay . He's not at fault I'm not good at giving talks,but . Hey . This is not you The one that I ever want to be Free from all of those things and feelings But it's okay . You have the right to be like this It's hard to stop thinking about it Once we've stepped into it, It takes everything in us,to set us free . Like the way we used to be . But then when it hurts too much Don't ever forget that Allah is always there for us His love is extremely deep The deepest love ever in this whole wide galaxy In this worldly life . Pray to Allah so He will help you to get through this Pray to Allah so that you

Hei

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Assalamualaikum Hei, Aku sudah tidak mahu kisah, Atau ambil pusing Cuma,kadang-kadang tersenyum kecil apabila melihat perkembangan kau Sudah besar kau sekarang ya Orang Perlis cakap besar tagun Hei, Biarlah semua yang dah berlaku antara udara di celah-celah hembusan nafas kita, Menjadi sebuah kisah silam . Yang mana mungkin kau ingin buang ke laut, Yang mana mungkin akan selalu aku kenang . Eh bukan . Bukan aku masih terperuk dalam kolam rasa yang sama Aku baik-baik saja Cuma Apa yang dah terjadi merupakan satu pengalaman buat aku Pengalaman yang tersangatlah lain Satu pengalaman ; Senak abdomen aku tahan debaran Terketar mulut aku berkata Serasa lemah seluruh badan Hahahaha Itu semua memang susah nak lupa Itulah kali pertama, Aku menjadi seperti yang sedemikian . Tidak mengapa, Sudah lama kita mengundur diri Janganlah cari aku lepas ni :)

Life

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Assalamualaikum There were some other times in my life When I would sit down,and rub both of my eyes Those tears were forming a river,flowing on my chin Dropping,like there was no end of it I told myself I missed them so much Then I played back those images in my brain With Allah's power, I could see all of them vividly,just . So clear . I could see those colorful uniforms Those faces and eyes The way they looked at others The way they communicated Those laughs and jokes Rainbows and storms . Just . There were too much for me,to handle in my mind And those mixed feelings I know I can't have those things in my future Because forever it will remain like this The school is over . But I couldn't get over it It's only a building Students do come and soon they will have to leave But I did create memories in it I did laugh and cry I made friends I had 'em in my life Miss them every second in my life Soon I could have myself to move on

Bro

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Assalamualaikum I didn't have the guts to talk to you Really, Until now But I guess you should know this ; You really know how to comfort me :) Even we only had met for a few days,but a little of you could make me smile I was eager to write about you,since last year You're so nice,to all of us Thank you so much for your willing, To give us yourself,in 2014 . You're an expert,and we did believe in you It's okay if we only got Silver Medal,but whatever it's, Alhamdulillah . I'm sorry,I could be totally bizarre and awkward sometimes There were days that I talked to you like I never wanted it to end But then when tomorrow came, I seemed so arrogant and was playing truant I acted like you were a stranger But honestly, I never wanted it to end I really liked to talk to you back then We share the same interests ; 5SOS,Adventure Time And once again,thank you For your stories and jokes Thank you for your willing,to have me as a friend Even

Blink - 182 1#

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Assalamualaikum Aku asyik fikir soal ni dari hari itu lagi Rasa-rasanya sebelum kau berangkat pergi Apabila malam,sudahlah aku tak tahu menunggang kuda bermotor itu Seriau dibuatnya bila fikir Sekarang cakaplah, Macam mana aku nak pergi Tarawikh, Dah kau berpijak di benua yang lain Lecehh

Hey

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Assalamualaikum I really want to say this ; You're so damn beautiful when you smile Your face is just so mesmerizing,breathtaking The very first time I saw you,all of me admitted that, "Man,she's so gorgeous," I just can't take my eyes off you Alhamdulillah I heard that you wanted to know more about me But then when we bumped into each other, No word was uttered by each of us I just could only admire you,from afar Then you came into my life You are just so bizarre it tickles me all the time :) And you're one of a kind I'm sorry but there were times when you kicked my butt with your acts It was very painful But then in SGS . Allah has opened my eyes ; I need ya You cared for me When I was down and sick,you were there Sitting beside me,was willing to wait for me Hey there my pie, Thank you so much for your love and care Thank you so much for your willing to be my friend Even though I'm no good I bring you no benefits I

Hai 3#

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Assalamualaikum I couldn't sleep last night Yeah it was my fault, But nah nvm I looked at my right,and then closed my eyes,tight Because I missed the moment when I turned to my side, I would see you,smiling . Or sleeping Hey Do you miss me ? The way I've been missing you ? I was in the car and I saw you, Smiling and laughing In the box of my own memories I never want to forget you Because you are one of the best things, That I found in this dunya

Thank You

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Assalamualaikum I know I can never thank you enough But I will always ask Allah to always bless you To always forgive you Aamiin :) Like others, You are the true hero And you're my first hero I don't have all the memories with you back then when I was small, But I do remember your young face and figure I'm sorry,but when I was young,I didn't very fond of you hehe I didn't know why but I doubted you hehe It might be because I was too young To think of something good To value your love towards all of us I couldn't think straight I'm so sorry As I grew up, I started to realize that you would always try your best To make sure that all of us could live a good life Allahurabbi . As I grew up I started to see that you would always care for us No matter how hard the ordeal was, You would fight for us Hey . Thank you so much For your ever lasting love For all of your sacrifices For taking care of all of us For running for us For cry

Other Half

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Assalamualaikum Alhamdulillah I guess,I could never leave you behind Even though we are going to be busy Do pray that, This beautiful ukhwah would stay,lillahitaala I never thought you would mean so much to me Sometimes you do hurt me with your words And I believe that I've stabbed you so many times with my own thoughts and stories And my own dispositions Hey, The sky isn't always azure and blue in colour,is it ? I do believe that we need raindrops and lightnings So that when you're scared,you can always hold me tight And I would never let you go InshaAllah Hujan itu rahmat Alhamdulillah 

Short Story

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"Hey Reiji," She turned her back,to face me I beamed "Good luck," Those words had made her carve me a sweet smile She nodded ** I gave a pat on her head She was still crying "Erm..,Reiji.." She tried to answer,but she herself was drowned in her tears I put my jacket on her slender body So that she wouldn't tremble in coldness It was winter And her heart was broken into pieces "I could never find a guy,,who would..,accept me," "The way I am .. " I smiled I took her hand,and put it on my cheek "Do you feel the heat ?" She nodded "Do you feel its warmth ?" She nodded "Like it ?" "Yeah,of course," "Do you know who is this one person,who knows all of your favorite songs ?" She shook her head ; didn't know "Do you know who is it,who knows your favorite colour ?" "Your favourite food ?" "Your mood ?" "

Hey There

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Assalamualaikum It's hard To make the people around us feel happy And to freeze the happiness,around 'em So that they wouldn't feel vice versa It's hard To kill our own soul,just for 'em But still, Make people smile Is verily a noble deed We will get pahala :) InshaAllah Lessen the burdens on their shoulders Is also a noble thing to be done We will get pahala, InshaAllah Obey our parents Talk to them nicely Smile . Make their hearts flatter with your sincere love Oh Allah  How I wish we could do those, All the time

Hi

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Assalamualaikum I smiled Because you respected me Even though I was nowhere near you Hey thank you For acknowledging my presence  As your wings Thank you For telling him to wait for him As you needed to ask my opinion first Before jumping into any conclusion

2#

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Assalamualaikum I just don't easily write about people And I like to write about 'em I've read your long letter It's okay,those words were all nice to me I was fine . Perfectly fine I'm truly sorry . For what I've done to you I know I wasn't being a good friend back then Sometimes it felt like stabbing you was the only way, To curb my temper . But ya know,sabr is the most beauteous road ever to take I told myself to calm down I cried so many times because of you . Because I felt you didn't care about me Because I didn't like you being with those guys Because you didn't tell me a single thing about 'em Because you changed . And I hated it After all of those hardships and ordeals, I got you back . I didn't how and when,but what I knew was, I loved you more than I ever did We were classmates And we were closer You meant the world to me I knew I had been counting on you since the first day and I'm sorry F

1#

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Assalamualaikum Alhamdulillah I thank Allah For giving me you With your beady eyes and sweet smile You liked to talk to me And I really liked to listen to your every word When the moon showed up The lights were gone in our room You looked at me And what else could I do,other than replying your stare ? We would talk Until my eyes were closed Talked about anything And you made my days It hurt me when you gave me no smile It hurt me when you were acting nonchalant I cried when the pain hit me louder than the silence did I cried when everything went so wrong Thank you so much, For lending me your ears For hearing my stories and memories For liking 'em the way I did For your chocolates and biscuits 'cause you never liked Lexus and its friends I never blamed you for it But sometimes I did wonder I did think about your feelings "I would never fall," And you smiled Hey We can never be so sure of our own feelings They do change, Jus

You

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Assalamualaikum You  Are just like the weather Hard to predict Can change easily From the start,I could never fathom you But I guess . Sometimes I could see your colours I thought everything was fine between us But then . Now it seems like everything has changed And you never tell You just never . To be honest,your words break me You mean nothing,and it tears me apart I don't know why but those epithelium cells are very Very thin . You've touched it And now I'm bleeding

A Dream

Assalamualaikum You know I had a dream last night I saw you,and the others I remember you, And that's because I've missed you There,I didn't even know where we were goin' I tried to ask but something happened Then you sommer left You left me But it seemed like I understood your intention well It has been like that, As all of us were so busy with our lives I just want to meet you once again And the others Because the silence is getting louder,isn't it ? Really ? May this ukhwah stay because of Allah :)

Kita

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Assalamualaikum Tak pernah lagi aku berada dalam suasana sebegitu ; Kelompok lelaki begitu kecil Dalam fikiran, Ya inilah masanya kaum yang tertindas bangkit Bahagian tengah yang senantiasa sejuk dan beku boleh diambil alih Setelah sekian lama kami ditepi Muahahahaha Ya,Alhamdulillah . Kami berjaya memiliki kawasan tengah Namun mereka berlima juga turut serta hmph lantaklah Mereka jenis yang bagi aku,baik . Jadi,tiada masalah jika mereka sedikit bahagia . Heh Kelas itu merupakan sebahagian hidup aku . Walau aku senyap, yelahkan buat apa bising bagai  aku tetap wokeh . Yang sedihnya sahabat baik aku tidak lagi menemani . Sudah tahun kedua,perpisahan itu amat perit Tapi kami tetap baik-baik . mungkin . Tapi kau join juga lepas tu . Kalau ditanya ; jika UKM dibom,apa kau akan rasa ? Sedih la kut,kerana aku tahu itu agak mustahil Jika UKM dilanda ribut,apa kau akan rasa ? Tak menyempat nak rasa bagai,aku lari dulu hahaha . Kerana aku fikir,itu juga agak mustahil . Tap

Blank

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Assalamualaikum Like a ghoul You are ugly And sometimes I couldn't resist it, So I tell myself that you are a ghoul But you aren't . And that's my problem Like a mirror My images are reflected in your eyes I couldn't help it Don't you know it is forbidden ? Don't look at me And that's my problem You are not at fault But please do feel guilty You have gone too far And I have fallen too hard

Short Story

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"You left me in confusion for months," She always looked at me Whenever I was nearby It seemed like,she was stretching out her hand, Towards me . Just to reach me,from afar Just,ugh . She always waited for me Whenever I was walking behind her Stopped at a junction,turned her back Our eyes met Then she continued to walk My chest started to act on the pressure Whenever we bumped into each other I didn't smile,I wanted her to start it first But she didn't . One day,my eyes caught her glimpse on me I had no idea what to do,then she struck my heart With a smile She smiled me a sweet smile A voice in my mind kept telling me that, She was something in me My friends told me to make a first move Yeah as a guy,I should have been doing it But then, "Dave,have you not heard it?" "What ?" "She's someone else's.." Huh ? I replayed all of those memories The times I had lost myself,in reality Now I could

Hmm

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Assalamualaikum I need words To utter these ; It's sad,to think that We could fight over the smallest thing Even about what could chase our hunger away About some small mistakes About something that we thought, We didn't need to tell each other about it Don't forget that we are all humans We make mistakes, It's either we realize it or not Don't forget that I breathe Just like you do That means we are the same But the blood running in our veins and arteries and capillaries Isn't the same But yeah whatever we're still the same Yeah I admit that I've failed to be a good one I hurt you In every way that I could Thank you for reminding me, That I was a loser back then, An assasin in disguise Now that I'm truly sorry But it hurts me when you keep pressing my chest With those words and thoughts I know That I'm wrong But I'm so sorry I admit that sometimes I'm not being fair I couldn't give you the best o

Perfect

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Assalamualaikum Allah When I heard the Azan Its waves were surrounding the cold ambience How I missed the time,when I looked at you Asking you to bring me to perform Tarawikh And you just agreed, Making me smile all the way I know, Maybe next year it would be hard for me As you're no longer here It's okay I don't really need Beats I need you to live And move on And try your very best And I want to try my best,too

Indah Lelapku

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Assalamualaikum Katanya sudah pindah Tak pernah tersedar apabila aku melihat ruangan bawah mejanya, Cuma ada habuk Terus terbatuk tersedak aku Biasanya ada saja di belah kanan Tapi satu hari ruangan itu telah kosong Sekosong perasaanku tika itu Katanya sudah baik,sembuh Cis bedebah mulut kata ya Organ dalam berteriak,semua itu bohong belaka Bohong ? Ya kau cuma omong kosong Kosong ? Tidak . Nyalaannya tetap ada Satu hari kau menghilang Jarang aku terserempak dengan bayang kau Tapi bila tiba masanya Mengapa kau begitu ? Ciskekkkk haha

Since Forever

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Assalamualaikum Alhamdulillah All praises to Allah :) The larger it is ; my vision The more I can see The more I can feel That you guys are my main cells My main characters My main voices Sometimes We are out of the road One of us drives us out of the way But I'm the mode of the data I'm truly sorry My dad once said, "If you want to find true friends,then,this is the right time for you," When was it ?- the first time I stepped into the gate They are many, But you guys are the most amazing Thank you,Allah For these people ; Err haha sorry aku takda gambar lain Anggaplah Luke itu aku,yang lain tu korang pilih sendiri :p

Well Hey

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Assalamualaikum You made a come-back Filling my heart with your quotes and sayings My heart used to skip a beat But yesterdays, It showed me no response I felt numb Thank you for coming back And for remembering me, One little lass who meant something back then It's okay now that I'm nothing I'm good Hey my friends like you, When I tell them stories about my pasts We went through those pages in my life And we would always bump into your figure That one good-looking lad Sometimes I really want you stay in the past But then I realize that, People do come and go, And they do come back Once we get to know them Each other,leaving traces in our lives Then for forever,they would remain in our lives Just like you . You met me and filled me with many colours Then I felt like I was broken I wanted you to go, But then you kept coming back And you just did . Then it made me think Why not ? You're still someone in me